Staind fits my mood tonight. The hard, anguish filled lyrics seem to resonate with what I'm feeling on the inside. The fact that I sometimes sit in silence, but on the inside I'm livid and mad and angry and frustrated. Thoughts roam inside my head and it makes me want to stand up and start trashing the room. Satisfying shatters and smashes. Hitting and breaking everything in my path until the anger slowly dissipates and leaves my body in a loud whoosh. Almost like a deflating balloon.
Sometimes I spend time with people who make me feel alive and energetic. Their enthusiasm for what they do on a daily basis inspire me. I want to bottle these moments and when the negative ideas start to pile up again, I want to pop off the cap and inhale and let the energy infuse my being and dispel the dark, cloudy ones in my mind. And you are always on my mind, but I wonder if I'm on yours most of the time.
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